2009年8月31日

I am not strong

Sometimes, as a man I am supposed to take care of, protect and defend those around me. I always think I am strong enough to overcome. What I can see is …… I am only a weak and poor guy and can do nothing……

Blessings and prayers from others mean nothing to me now. I don’t even have any efforts to tell them how meaningless their prayers and blessings work on me. Don’t wanna respond to anyone’s “standard” blessings and notes left to me…

Remember a song …… now changed ……

… and now let the rich says I am poor, let the strong say I am weak, because of what …
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8 則留言:

路斯基 說...

抱歉
唔懂得怎去安慰你
我的眼淚依然未抹亁
求神親自讓我們明白祂的心意

祂沒有放棄我們
我們為甚麼放棄呢

Ivor 說...

Thank you Rosicky.

Fai 說...

欣賞你的坦白
大家一直都記掛住你地!

匿名 說...

Ivor, remember I said I shared your story with eric's sister?... of all the persons I know, i think she's the one who can really feel what you guys are feeling because similar things happened to her younger brother years ago.
Don't talk if you don't want to, don't smile if you don't feel like it. It's ok! Mag

Ivor 說...

Fai: Thanks for your always non-standard response!

Mag: Yeah! You are right! Don't smile if I don't want to. You know what? We are all taught in church that we christians should always be smiling! I am sick of it!

匿名 說...

To: 死佬

因為冇左你個 blog 條 link
所以好耐冇睇過
今晚睇到內文既反應係吃驚
Take care!

唔開心真係唔使強顏歡笑
否則可能去到廁格同埋浴室先可以搵到自己

Ivor 說...

"去到廁格同埋浴室先可以搵到自己"

Your point is excellent!

匿名 說...

TIME, is the best evidence and ways. May you learn sth. later. Bless you!
~ 8e